Thursday, February 7, 2013
Remiss and Remission
To be remiss is to be negligent in a duty; while, remission is the cancellation of a debt or the temporary alleviation of pain or disease.
Two simple words, three letters added to the first to create the second. Polar opposites.
I have been remiss in my attention to this blog. I have not been very consistent in my writing the past week or so. I have also been remiss in the pursuit of my goals. I have not run yet this month and the last several days of January have also been silent for me. Not much I can offer by way of excuse other than I just have not been feeling it.
I have plans to get back on track and do not feel I am in an irrecoverable position yet. It will be a bit of work, but highly possible.
Remission is something I am both thankful and hopeful for, based on the two potential definitions of the word.
I am thankful for the remission of sin through the sacrifice and subsequent ressurrection of Jesus. He paid my sin debt and I am ever thankful for that. I also am hopeful and praying for remission (and complete recovery) of/from my cancer. I know God has the power.
Do NOT misunderstand, I am not laying out fleeces to test God nor am I claiming it as the only outcome I will accept and lose faith if things do not work out my way. As it stands, I want and am actively seeking remission through prayer, lifestyle change, and diligently following medical advice. I am, however, resigned to the fact that either way, I am good with the end result. I have made peace with my frailty and humanity and know that no matter how this plays out it is God's design.
Sure, I want to see my 90th birthday, walk my daughter down the aisle at her wedding, hold my grandchildren and great grandchildren, see all my children well into their adulthood, love and hold my wife for a VERY VERY long time. But if not, I know they will be well provided for through the steps I have taken financially and through the wonderful network of family and friends who will be there for them.
Just my thoughts today...aimless ramblings perhaps, but still part of the process of how my mind works.